So yea here i am a girl.. worried about her weight. I dont have self control when it comes to eating. I will literally eat anything from Carne asada fries, burritos, tacos, pizza, steak, All you can eat korean bbq, etc….
When it comes to food...money isnt an issue for me. I will spend all my…
Yup… I was having a blast and was super drunk… I made out with a bachelor.
I couldn’t believe it.
But whatever happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.
It doesn’t have to be hard.
Just make a goal without anyone in it. It’s a start, even though goals might change later. Try to keep your eyes on the prize. If you want to go to college at a different state or country, do it. Do it while you’re young. No one has regrets the traveling or goals they’ve reached.
It’s regret that comes from NOT doing something.
I have my eyes set on a location after I’m done with school. I can’t wait to be there. And love might hold me back, so I have to stay away from anything that might keep me from my dreams.
Maybe that’s why its easy for me to let go… But I have dreams that I must reach.
And till that dream is met… I will stay as far away from love as I possibly can. Doesn’t mean I won’t go for the opportunity if it let’s itself…but moving on fris something I can definitely do.
Praying mantis….
There’s different kinds of mantises(sp?) Around the world. There’s one particular species known as Mantis religiosa that gets beheaded during sex.
The females rip the head off the male which supposedly makes them ejaculate faster.
Now that is some kinky shit.
So… I just turned one year older! Woo hoo! And I’m ready to take on 2012.
Asian family members and parents want their kids to get married so they don’t have to worry about your partying ass anymore.
I party and pass out at my gfs place.
And I have a couple to a few years before I turn 30. And my parents and relatives are on my ass to get married.
I’m fucking happy right now. I mean yea maybe a guy would make it better but, I can’t be sure because I like everything the way it is.
I also plan on traveling Asia for about 3-4 months within this year and I can’t do that with a Bf. Love my life right now.
I love my life. So love can wait.
To hear his voice when he calls… I feel dead inside. He says the most sweetest things… And I don’t even phase by any of it. I know he means it just at the moment.
Once he’s at a bar or meeting a nice girl it goes out the window. He says he misses me… No he really misses me. Of course I tell him I miss him too…. I don’t feel it… But I know deep inside I do.
I want him more than anything… But I’ve had enough.
He tells me he wants to hang out. Sure… But I don’t even want to put the effort. Cuz I know its never gonna work. So he’s just another guy friend… I don’t really make time for guy friends… So we’ll see how long that lasts.
And In my mind I know when we hang out again, it will be different, but am I gonna feel different once we’re hanging out again?
I hope not. Cuz I’m finished. I’ve moved on.